Gut hunger and creative expression today balance out
In precise equilibrium and greatest polarization.
Looking inward,
shining fire
into the gut hunger,
the heart hunger.
Balancing at polarization-
What do I really magnetize?
What does my healthy ego want?
How do I shine?
How do I heal myself?
What's my power and how do I channel it?
Current problem reframed as a lesson
necessary to digest and favourably integrate.
The apparent limitation is a task
a mission to be solved with flying colors in everyone's favor.
Allowing everyone their proper props
Honoring each thus fueling the vessel of our consciousness.
I must touch the pain to heal it.
The pain is there, it is legitimate,
it has a voice, and it needs space to grieve.
Then it let's up and no longer bothers us,
until of course we neglect its primary life affirming need.
The elixir is in the venom
We must enter the cave.
Face the dragon to tame it
Harmonize with it
Hold it with reigns as I give it space.
I have fun riding it,
It's actually on my side and needs my command.
It's only a matter of what I do with it.
I embrace in the dragon the parts I view
unworthy, needy and pitiful.
I protect these parts from the inner critic-
the internalized judging voice riding us in our heads perpetually,
an outdated program needing deletion.
I nurture all screams for attention,
I no longer deny and neglect them,
They hold the very power I so desperately need.
I give it space and a healthy container,
it no roams free unsupervised
Now it coexists and cooperates with
all other life-empowering needs and values.
I tend to those needs intently,
Or when neglected they act up.
I examine them
Now they no longer run the show
I nourish and nurture them with affection
in a life-promoting way.
I intend to tend to
all my inner processes.
Conscious and Unconscious.
Since they all run me anyway.
Most of my programs urgently need upgrades,
updates, reformats and virus protection.
Continuously healing
While fully living
Where our higher self
Operates, orchestrates.
Letting my vulnerabilities live
Right in front,
in my clear focus.
All parts, programs and dragons
talk to each other like instruments in an orchestra.
I am the conductor,
And whichever is out of tune I care for and tune into.
Ahh, those lovely and worthwhile oppositions and squares,
How could we ever grow without them?
So much heat, energy and charge in them
Beaming life force,
Running through our authentic heart channel.
Bringing peace, sense of safety and belonging.
Embodying, materializing and channelling in step with divine rhythm
Empowering our legitimate purpose of being-
To integrate, self-realize and self-propagate,
Contribute, co-create, collaborate.